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'Yes, but not here,' Jessica replied without turning. 'When I'm on call she
spends the night with Vivien and Peter.'
'I see.' He pulled out a chair from beneath the table and sat down, and it was
not until she placed his coffee in front of him that he spoke again. 'It seems to
me that
Megan has spent more time with Vivien than with you during her two week
holiday.'
'Well, I'm not always around, and Vivien is fond of children, so it's sort of
solved the problem of what to do with Megan while I'm out during the day,
and often the night.'
'How very convenient!'
His expression was cynical, and she frowned as she seated herself opposite
him. 'What are you getting at, Dane?'
'I think Megan was brought here with a purpose in mind.'
'Do you?' she asked cautiously.
'I do, yes,' he smiled faintly. 'Vivien and Peter haven't any children of their
own, and Megan hasn't any parents. Put them together, and you could have
quite a nice ready- made family.'
'Dane
'It's typical of a woman in the medical profession to, allow her emotions to
rule instead of her head,' he accused, but on this occasion she did not pay heed
to the jibe, only the fear of what he might do.
'Dane, I- '
'I shan't say a word, if that's what you're afraid of,' he interrupted with that
uncanny knack of reading her mind at times. 'I needed to have my suspicions
confirmed, though.'
Jessica shifted a little uneasily in her chair. 'How did you guess?'
'It was simple,' he smiled mockingly. 'When Peter wasn't discussing some or
other case, he was discussing Megan and the times they had spent together,
and it made me wonder just how much time Megan has actually spent with
you. One thing led to another, and there you have it.'
'It would be a marvellous solution, and you must admit it,' she argued.
'Sure, I admit it, but you must remember that you
can't always manipulate people in the direction your emotional heart dictates.'
He was right, of course, but at that precise moment she hated him for it, and she
said stubbornly, 'I'm still hoping for the best.'
'How like a woman,' he mocked her, draining his cup and pushing it a little
away from him to make room for his elbows on the table. 'What happens if your
clever little plan fails?'
'I shall be disappointed, naturally.'
'And poor little Megan will be packed on to the train and sent back to her
orphanage like an unwanted parcel.'
'Don't say it like that!' she protested, wincing inwardly as he placed a brutal
finger on a sensitive spot.
'Face facts, Jessica,' he said harshly. 'You've given her a taste of freedom; of
home life as she had known it once before, and it's going to be a damnable
adjustment for her to have to return to that orphanage with its impersonal
atmosphere.'
'For God's sake, stop it!' she cried huskily, jumping to her feet and turning her
back on him to stare out of the window into the darkened garden beyond with
unseeing eyes.
'You didn't think of that, did you?' he persisted cynically.
'I've thought of that, and much, much more!' she retorted hotly, swinging round
to face him, but clutching at the cupboard behind her for support when she found
him standing directly in front of her. 'If this fails, then I'm the one who'll bear the
burden of guilt, and no one else.'
His mouth twisted cynically. 'I'm glad you said that, because I for one won't be
sharing it with you.'
'I never expected anyone to share my burden, and I certainly wouldn't expect it
of you,' she announced sharply, her heart beating so hard and fast that it was
becoming difficult to speak.
'You're beautiful when you're angry.'
'Oh, shut up!' she exclaimed, the husky note in her voice becoming more
pronounced. 'Go away,, and leave me in peace.'
'Can I help it if your conscience is worrying you?'
She raised her chin defiantly. 'My conscience is quite clear.' 'Is it?'
There was a look in his eyes that filled her with uneasiness, and she said
quickly, 'If you don't go now, I'll
'
His mouth came down to silence hers, parting her lips in a sensually arousing
kiss, and "his hand was curved about the nape of her neck when she would have
drawn back. She tried not to respond, but an aching need rose within her when his
free hand moved across her back to mould her to his lean, muscled body, and her
own hands rose to explore the hair-roughened warmth of his chest where his shirt
buttons had come undone. She felt the hard, steady beat of his heart quicken
beneath her palm, then she was crushed against him, and her body was being
explored with a freedom she had neither the strength, nor the will to deny him.
His clever, supple hands did not lack experience, and her breasts grew taut with
desire beneath those probing, caressing fingers. Her mind told her that she was
playing with fire when she pressed closer to him still and slipped her arms about
his strong neck, but her body seemed to have a will of its own. It was only when
he raised his lips from hers that sanity returned with painful swiftness.
'You were saying?' he questioned mockingly, and a hot wave of shame and
humiliation swept through her, making her struggle free of his arms to put some
distance between them.
'I—I think you'd better go,' she managed thickly, trying desperately to control
the trembling of her body, and it
did not help when he came up behind her to grip her shoulders and draw her
back against his hard chest.
'Must I go?' he demanded in a vibrantly sensual voice as he nibbled at the
sensitive areas around her ear.
Tremors of unheard-of delight rippled through her, and her limbs weakened
with an aching desire that made her lean back against him limply. Dane's soft,
throaty laughter made her realise how totally he was in command of the
situation. He knew exactly what he was doing to her, and for this reason alone
she dared not give in.
'Please, Dane,' she begged, emotion deepening the huskiness in her voice.
'Please . . . don't do this to me.'
'Ah, well,' he sighed with that hateful hint of mockery in his voice and it was
there in his eyes too when he swung her round and kissed her briefly on her
soft, trembling mouth. 'It was worth a try.'
When the front door closed behind him moments later, Jessica was still
standing where he had left her. She was shaking to such an extent that she had
to grip the back of the upright, wooden chair for support, and in her heart she
despised herself for being so weak. She loved him, yes, but that was no excuse,
and she shrank inwardly when she tried to imagine what he must be thinking of
her. She had no intention of stepping into the shoes of someone like Sylvia
Summers, and unless she practised more control over her emotions in future,
Dane might begin to imagine the opposite.
Jessica was kept too busy during the next few days to think much about her
emotional problems, but she could not forget their conversation concerning
Klegan, and her uneasiness increased every time she
thought of it. What if her
plans failed, as Dane had suggested? What then?
She shook herself free of these thoughts, but they returned with a vengeance
on Megan's last evening before she had to return to Johannesburg. They had
shared a silent meal in the kitchen of her cottage, and afterwards,
when they had washed the dishes and tidied the kitchen, Jessica sat down on a
chair beside the table, and drew Megan to her side.
'You've been rather glum all evening,' she began tenderly, forcing a smile to
her lips as she slipped an arm about the child. 'What's wrong?'
'I'm leaving tomorrow,' Megan said simply, and without hesitation, her blue
eyes shadowed and her small mouth quivering in a way that made Jessica's heart
ache for her.
'Did you enjoy your holiday?'
'Oh, yes, but. . .' Megan's eyes filled with tears, 'I wish I could stay here
always.'
That knife turned in Jessica's heart, and she lifted Megan on to her lap to hug
her close and comfort her.
* 'What did you like most about your holiday?' she asked when Megan's tears
began to subside.
'Oh, everything,' Megan replied with a quivering sigh. 'I like Frances. She's a
really super friend, and we're going to write to each other, and .. .' There was a
contemplative pause before Megan continued. 'I like Aunty Vivien and Uncle
Peter very much, and, next to my own mummy and daddy, they're just the best.'
'Do you really think so?'
Megan nodded her fair head against Jessica's shoulder and tightened her arms
about Jessica's neck. 'I wish I didn't have to go back to that orphanage. I'm going
to miss them, and I'm going to miss you too.'
'You're a darling, Megan,' Jessica whispered, hugging the child close to her,
and hoping that the tears in her own eyes would go unnoticed.
A half hour later, with Megan safely tucked up in bed, Jessica slipped out the
kitchen door and made her way through the moonlit garden towards Peter
O'Brien's house. She had not formulated anything in her mind, and she had, as
yet, no idea what she was going to say to him,
but she knew that she could not leave things as they were.
There was a light on in Peter's study, and the sliding glass doors which led out
on to the terrace stood open. Jessica hurried up the steps, her soft-soled shoes
making no noise, but, at the sound of voices coming from the study, she paused
and moved quickly into the shadows.
From her position out on the terrace she had a clear view into the study, and
what she saw there held her motionless. Vivien was in Peter's arms, and it
looked as if she was weeping uncontrollably.
Vivien in tears was such an unfamiliar sight that it was damn near
unthinkable, and Jessica shrank farther into the shadows when she saw Peter
lower his head towards Vivien's and murmur something to her.
T can't let her go back, Peter,' Vivien's sobbing reply reached Jessica's ears. T
just can't!'
Jessica turned away silently, but hope flared in her heart as she quickly made
her way back to the cottage. Vivien could only have been referring to Megan,
and, if Jessica was correct, then she would not be at "all surprised if she found
herself entertaining visitors that evening.
Less than a half hour later there was a knock on the kitchen door, and Jessica
felt excitement churn through her as she put the lid on the teapot before
opening the door.
'Come in,' she smiled at the two people standing on the doorstep. 'I've just
made a pot of tea, and I could do with some company.'
'We'll have it here in the kitchen with you,' said Peter, making it clear that
there was no-ceremony involved in their visit.
'If you'd like,' Jessica nodded, setting out the cups and pouring out the tea
while her guests seated themselves at the kitchen table.
Vivien had obviously repaired the damage caused by her recent tears, but she
could not quite conceal the
tremor in her hands when Jessica handed her her tea, and there was an awkward
little silence before Vivien spoke.
Jessica . . she began in a halting voice which was quite unlike her. 'About
Megan.'
'What about Megan?' Jessica prompted in a controlled, casual voice which
belied the excitement quivering within her.
'We'd like to adopt her,' Peter announced before Vivien could reply.
'Oh!' the sound came out almost like a sigh of relief, but Peter and Vivien were
totally unaware of this.
'There's no one who could lay claim to her, is there?' Vivien asked anxiously. 'I
mean ... a distant relative, or something like that?'
Jessica shook her head. 'There's no one, Vivien.'
'In that case I don't foresee any problems,' Peter smiled broadly at his wife.
'We shall have to talk to Megan first, though,' Vivien suggested sensibly. 'She
might not like the idea of being adopted by us.'
'I'll call her,' Jessica smiled at them, 'and if I know Megan then she should still
be awake.'
'Before you do that, Jessica, I think we'd better tell you exactly what we have in
mind,' Peter stopped her before she could reach the door. 'We don't want her to
return to Johannesburg tomorrow. She could do her final term at the school here
in Louisville.'
'I'm certain that it could be arranged,' said Jessica, and a smile once again lifted
the corners of her mouth. 'My father knows all the right people, and he can be
very persuasive when he puts his mind to it.'
Vivien and Peter glanced at each other with a new eagerness in their eyes, then
Vivien looked up at Jessica and said: 'Could we talk to Megan now?'
'I'll bring her here to you,'Jessica replied, and moments later she was bending
low over the child. 'Megan darling,
I'm glad you're still awake. Uncle Peter and Aunty Vivien are here, and they
would like to talk to you.'
Klegan fired questions at Jessica while being helped into her dressing gown
and slippers, but Jessica told her calmly that she would soon know what it was
all about, and taking her by the hand she led her into the kitchen where Peter
and Vivien were waiting anxiously.
They stared at Megan in silence for a moment, and Megan stared back
solemnly, then Vivien glanced enquiringly at her husband. 'Peter?'
'I'll leave it to you, darling,' he smiled amiably.
'Come here, Megan,' Vivien said quietly, holding out her hands, and Megan
went to her at once, placing her small hands in Vivien's. 'How would you like to
stay here with us?' Vivien asked, barely able to conceal her excitement.
'With—with you and Uncle Peter, you mean?' Megan questioned hesitantly.
'Yes, Vivien nodded.
'For good?' Megan asked, her blue eyes widening.
'Yes,' Vivien nodded again. 'We would very much like you to be our own
little girl.'
Jessica could see that Megan was finding it difficult to believe her ears, and
her heart ached for the child as Megan asked, 'You want to adopt me?'
'Yes, but -' Vivien halted with a measure of uncertainty in her dark glance,
'only if you would want that too.'
Tears sprang into Megan's eyes and, flinging herself into Vivien's arms, she
cried, 'Oh, yes, yes,
please!'
■Megan! Oh, Megan!' There were tears in Vivien's eyes now as she held the
child close, and laid her cheek against those fair curls, but this time they were
tears of happiness. 'It's going to make such a wonderful difference to our lives
having you with us.'
Tears rose in Jessica's throat and stung her eyelids as she took in the happy
picture before her, but she hastily blinked her tears away when she caught Peter's
blue gaze resting on her speculatively.
'Does this mean that I don't have to go back to Johannesburg tomorrow?'
Megan was asking.
'You're going to stay right here with us from now on,' Peter replied firmly.
'Yippee!' Megan exclaimed excitedly through her tears. 'Oh, I love you Aunty
Vivien, and you too, Uncle Peter!'
She hugged them both in turn, and everyone seemed to be talking at the same
time until Vivien said firmly, 'You'd better get back to bed now, Megan, but I'll
be here in the morning to take all your things up to our house.'
'All right,' Megan nodded obediently, her eyes shining stars of happiness.
'Goodnight, and . . . thank you for wanting me.'
That was almost too much for Jessica and, turning away, she swallowed
convulsively at the lump in her throat.
. 'I'm so happy I could cry,' Vivien announced after Megan had gone back to bed.
'Oh, no you don't,' Peter warned laughingly. 'You've done enough of that for
one night.'
'Yes, I suppose I have,' Vivien admitted, wiping the telltale moisture from her
eyes with the tips of her fingers. 'Sorry, darling.'
Peter O'Brien eased his lean body out of the chair to draw his wife to her feet
and into his arms, and Jessica turned away once again from the intimate scene
before her to give them a moment's privacy.
'I'll telephone my father this evening,' she said eventually, 'and he should have
an affirmative answer for us first thing in the morning.'
'You're very sure of his powers of persuasion, then?' Peter questioned her with
a quizzical smile.
'Very sure,' Jessica smiled back at him.
'Then we'll leave it all in your hands, Jessica,' he said and, taking Vivien by the
arm, he ushered her towards the door.
They said goodnight and when the door closed behind them Jessica could
almost have leapt for joy, but she restrained herself and hurried into the lounge
instead to telephone her father.
If Jonathan Neal was surprised at his daughter's request, then he gave no