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brown eyes. 'Are you encouraging me to have an affair with him?'
'Certainly not!' her mother exclaimed in a shocked voice.
'Well, that's all Dane Trafford is interested in,' Jessica said, the mischief in her
eyes replaced by bitterness.
'No man is interested in marriage until the right woman makes it her business
to see to it that he is,' Amelia persisted.
'What makes you think that I'm the right woman to make Dane interested in
marriage, and who says I'm interested enough to try?' Jessica returned swiftly.
'Stalemate,'Jonathan observed drily, rising tiredly from his chair. 'I'm going to
bed.'
'Wait for me, Jonathan,' Amelia said quickly and, getting to her feet, she shook
her head at her daughter. 'I really wish I understood you, Jessica.'
Jessica was too busy during the following week to see much of Dane, and most
of her evenings were spent at the hospital, or at home trying to catch up on a
few hours of sleep.
She arrived home a little late from the consulting-rooms on the Friday afternoon,
hoping for at least one peaceful night in this long, tiring week, but her hopes
began to dwindle when she saw a strange car parked in the street outside the
cottage. The woman who climbed out of the car was also a stranger to Jessica.
Tall, fair, and possessing an unmistakable elegance, she finally approached
Jessica, and she was undoubtedly one of the most beautiful women Jessica had
ever seen.
'Dr Neal?'
The voice was musical, the feline purr faintly familiar, and a frown settled on
Jessica's brow as she nodded slowly. 'That's right.'
'I was hoping to see you.' Grey-green eyes travelled over Jessica, carrying out a
critical inspection which was totally confusing until she said: 'I'm Sylvia
Summers.' 'Oh!'
Coral-pink lips parted in a smile to reveal small, perfectly even teeth, but the
smile did not reach the cat-like eyes. 'I can see you've heard of me.'
'I believe Dr Trafford has mentioned you, yes,' Jessica replied with care, her
calm outward appearance giving no indication of her bewildered and slightly
confused feelings at that moment. 'Won't you come in?'
'Thank you,' Sylvia smiled, accepting Jessica's invitation graciously, and
Jessica unlocked the door, standing aside to allow Sylvia to precede her into the
cottage.
Seated in her lounge, Jessica realised that one would have to be blind not to
realise what Dane had seen in this woman. She was sophisticated, beautiful, and
extremely feminine, and the latter was something which would appeal to
someone with a virile masculinity such as Dane's.
'What can I do for you, Miss Summers?' Jessica asked politely when an
awkward silence threatened.
'It's not what you can do for me, but more likely what I can do for you,' Sylvia
replied, crossing one shapely leg over the other. 'What I have to say to you is by
nature of a warning.'
Jessica stiffened in protest. 'Miss Summers, I think you've made a
'
'Don't misunderstand me,' Sylvia interrupted smoothly. 'I'm not here as the
jealous mistress who intends scratching your eyes out for meddling with what I
considered my property. I'm here to warn you that if you think Dane is going to
marry you, then you're mistaken. He doesn't operate that way. And if you think
that by becoming his mistress you could hold him to you in some way, then
forget it. You'll last a year, maybe two, then he'll give you your walking ticket,
and tell you to scat.' There was something malicious in her smile now. 'That's
Dane Trafford, and it will take someone mighty special to put the chains on him.'
Jessica did not need to be told that she could never be that someone, and even
though she had known this from the very beginning, it somehow still had the
power to hurt her.
'May I know who or what led you to believe that there could possibly be
anything between Dane and myself?' Jessica heard herself ask in a cool, detached
voice.
'Dane told me,' came the smooth reply, and that coral- pink mouth twisted with
bitterness. 'You should know by now that Dane isn't one to mince his words.
When he wants to end a relationship he says so, and then tells you why.'
Jessica could not quite believe that she had heard correctly. 'Dane told you that
there was—something between us?'
'No,' Sylvia smiled thinly. 'His exact words were, "I want her, and I'm going to
get her", so be warned. He's set his sights on you, and if you don't duck you're
going to get it right where it hurts most.' She rose elegantly to her feet, and
Jessica followed suit a little more jerkily to
withstand the intense scrutiny of this woman's critical glance as it swept over
her. 'Funny . . .' Sylvia smiled coldly, 'I would have said that you weren't his
type at all.'
The silence was broken by the sound of tires crunching on the gravel outside,
and then footsteps could be heard approaching the cottage. Jessica stiffened.
She knew the identity of her caller, and so, apparently, did Sylvia, judging by
the odd expression that flitted across her beautiful face.
The door was flung open and Dane filled the lounge with his awesome
presence. He was still wearing the dark grey suit he had worn that day, but he
had removed his tie, and the top buttons of his shirt were undone, giving Jessica
a glimpse of his tanned, hair-roughened chest.
Cool grey eyes met Jessica's briefly, then he glanced at Sylvia, and his voice
possessed that icy chill of winter as he said: 'I thought you were on your way
back to Pretoria.'
'As a matter of fact, darling, I'm just leaving,' Sylvia laughed easily, and with
a careless wave of a perfectly manicured hand, she added: 'Have fun!'
She swept past Jessica arid Dane, her heavy perfume lingering in the air
between them like an impregnable barrier long after she had driven away.
'I had an idea she'd come here,' Dane's harsh voice sliced through the
incredibly tense silence. 'What did she tell you?' he demanded, but Jessica was
in no mood for a post-mortem of her enlightening conversation with Sylvia
Summers.
'She told me nothing that I don't already know,' she snapped.
'That leaves a lot to the imagination, so you'd better tell me,' he insisted with
biting cynicism.
'You don't need to be enlightened as far as your character is concerned, but
111 tell you what I think of you,' she rounded on him in a blinding fury. 'You're
a cruel, callous brute, and all I can feel for you at this moment is contempt!5
His mouth tightened and his expression darkened with ominous fury. 'So it's
contempt you feel for me, is it?'
He was like a sleek, black leopard, his muscles tensed and ready for the kill.
Jessica prepared herself for the inevitable, but it never came. The shrill,
persistent ring of the telephone intervened, jarring her tortured nerves, and she
turned from Dane during that brief moment of respite to answer it.
'Dr Neal speaking,' she, said into the mouthpiece, hoping the caller would not
notice the slight tremor in her voice, but the girl on the hospital switchboard
was fortunately too intent upon the urgency of her call. Jessica gathere
d her
scattered wits about her to listen intently to what the girl was saying, and
moments later she replaced the receiver with an abrupt, 'I'll come at once.'
When she turned round she discovered that she was alone, and neither was
Dane's car outside when she reversed her Alfa into the street. She had never
seen him in such a fury before, and she shivered at the thought of what might
have happened had the telephone not interrupted at that precise moment. Her
own anger had been more than enough for her to cope with at that moment, but
the hurt was something else. Sylvia Summers had told her nothing she had not
known before, this much was true, but she had somehow axed every scrap of
hope Jessica had still been foolish enough to nurture.
There was no time to think of herself during the next few hours. She had a
difficult confinement on her hands, and it was well after eleven that night
before the baby was born. Jessica had to deliver him with instruments, and
although the mother was exhausted, the infant was none the worse for the
delay.
'You look a bit puckish, Doctor,' the night Sister on duty remarked when
Jessica had changed out of her
theatre clothes. 'Have you had anything to eat yet this evening?'
'There hasn't been time, ‘Jessica smiled ruefully, aware of that hollow
feeling at the pit of her stomach.
'I thought not,'-the Sister nodded and, ushering Jessica into her small office,
she ordered tea and sandwiches from the canteen, and left Jessica alone for a
few minutes.
Jessica slumped into a vacant chair, too tired to object. Her limbs felt like
lead, but her mind was in a chaotic mess. Thoughts came and went with
frantic precision like painful darts aimed at her very soul. Her image was re-
flected in the glass cabinet against the wall, and she looked small, drab, and
pathetic. Her shoulders sagged with weariness and, in comparison with
Sylvia's elegant beauty, she looked about as interesting as the faded, rather
tatty paper flower in the empty peanut butter jar on the desk. Seeing herself as
she was at that moment, she knew that she never did and never would stand a
chance to win Dane's love. 'It would take someone mighty special to put the
chains on him,' Sylvia had said, and Jessica felt as if she were dying slowly
inside with the agony of despair.
The refreshments arrived, but Jessica was barely conscious of drinking her
tea, let alone eating the sandwiches, although she did feel a little less hollow
on the inside a half hour later.
'I hope, for your sake, Doctor, that there'll be no further calls tonight,' the
Sister announced pleasantly when Jessica finally wished her goodnight with a
tired smile.
Jessica was physically and mentally exhausted when she arrived back at her
cottage. It was after midnight, and all she wanted at that moment was to crawl
into her bed to sleep away the rest of that disturbing night. Everything a else
could wait until tomorrow, she decided as she turned the key in the lock and
pushed open the door.
'Jessica?' Dane's voice, coming out of the darkness
behind her, jarred her sensitive nerves with such violence that a choked cry
escaped her, and she swung round sharply to see him disengage himself from the
shadows of the bougainvillaea ranking on the pergola. He looked so tell, so dark,
and so devastatingly attractive that fear, excitement and longing clamoured
simultaneously through her veins to leave her leaning weakly against the door
frame as she watched him walk towards her. 'I'm sorry if I startled you/ he
surprised her with an apology.
She stared up into those unfathomable grey eyes when he stepped into the
square of light coming from the lounge, and a frown creased her brow. 'What are
you doing here at this time of night?'
'I had to talk to you.'
'Couldn't it have waited until the morning?'
His jaw was set in a hard, unrelenting line. 'What I have to say can't wait.'
'I suppose you'd better come in, then,' she sighed at length, knowing only too
well that it would be futile to argue with him, and she led the way inside. She felt
incredibly tense and nervous as she dumped her bag on the nearest chair and
pushed a tired hand through her already touselled curls. 'Coffee?' she asked
abruptly out of mere politeness.
'Later, perhaps,' he declined, discarding his jacket and turning to face her.
'Jessica, I'd like to explain.'
'Explain?' she laughed with forced casualness, gathering her scattered wits
about her to do battle with him. 'Good heavens, Dane, I can't think of anything
that needs explaining.'
'I have an idea that Sylvia never told you the entire truth.'
'She didn't have to spell it out for me, Dane,' she told him tiredly, turning away
from the fatal attraction he had for her. 'You told me quite some time ago that you
wanted me, and Sylvia merely underlined the fact that you were planning to
intensify your efforts to lure me into an affair.5
'Is that all she told you?5 he laughed, and his laughter ignited her dormant fury.
Tor God's sake, Dane!5 she exclaimed, swinging round to face him once more,
and her eyes were dark pools of pain in her white, pinched face. 'Do you need me
to repeat verbatim everything she told me?'
'It would make it a lot easier for me if I knew exactly what I'm supposed to have
said to her.5
'Oh, very well,5 Jessica sighed, willing to do anything at that moment if it would
get rid of him. 'With regard to myself, you were supposed to have said, and I
quote—"I want her, and I'm going to get her55—unquote, and I can tell you right
now, Dane, that you're not going to succeed. You have a misguided idea that you
can pick up and discard women in much the same manner you do your clothes,
but I won't be picked up and dropped at your pleasure.'
'Jessica . ..'
'Don't touch me!' she cried hoarsely, moving jerkily out of his reach. 'I think
you're the most insensitive man I've ever had the misfortune to meet, and if you
don't mind I'd like you to leave now.'
Cold fury suddenly etched his lean features. 'I'm damned if I'll leave before I've
had my say!5
'Nothing you may say could be of any possible interest to me.'
Dane was again that sleek, black jungle cat leaping into action,, and this time
there was no escape. Her arms were pinned ruthlessly at her sides as he crushed
her against the hard length of his body, and she could only stare up into the
glittering fury of his eyes with a helplessness that made her want to weep.
'If it isn't words you want, Jessica, then perhaps you'll settle for this,' his voice
lashed her before his mouth
claimed hers with a savagery she had known once before.
She tried to struggle free, but her puny efforts were futile, and the punishment
continued until, exhausted, she went limp against him, surrendering herself to
the primitive emotions aroused by his savage kiss. Dane did not spare her, not
even when her lips parted in an unwilling response. Tears filled her eyes and
spilled from beneath her lashes, but it was only when a sob rose in her throat
that he released
her.
'Will you listen to me now?' he demanded harshly as she stood shaken and
trembling before him.
'I hate you, Dane Trafford!' she cried huskily, her vision distorted through a
film of tears. 'I hate you, do you hear me?'.
'Will you marry me, Jessica?'
She sucked her breath in sharply, and a fresh bout of fury shook through her.
'Are you crazy? You know damn well that you're offering me marriage for the
simple reason that you know you can't get me any other way.'
'I don't want you any other way.'
She dashed the tears from her eyes with an impatient hand, and stared up at
him, wanting desperately to believe him, but not a flicker of emotion crossed
his granite- hard features. There was nothing there to give her any indication as
to his feelings, no tenderness in his eyes, no softening of the hard, often cruel
mouth, and she clamped down firmly on that rising tide of hope.
,
'You don't mean that, Dane. You're only saying so because you think it might
act as a persuasive. Oh, you're very clever, I'll grant you that,' she laughed
bitterly. 'You know just how to bait the hook, but I'm not going to bite.'
'Dammit, Jessica!' He slammed his fist into the palm of his left hand as if he
wished she were the recipient, and she flinched nervously. 'Why don't you want
to believe me?' he demanded harshly.
. 'Do you recall the conversation we had that night you forced me to have dinner
with you at your home? You scoffed at marriage, and afterwards you made it
quite clear that you wanted me to become your . .. mistress.' She virtually choked
on the word. T refused you, and the very next weekend you had Sylvia Summers
staying with you.'
'I can -- '
'Afterwards you had the gall to tell me that all I had to do was to say "yes" to
you, and you'd send Sylvia packing,' she continued blindly as if he had not
interrupted. 'What sort of an opinion am I supposed to have of a man who could
make a callous remark like that about a woman he'd just spent a passionate few
days with?'
'I never touched her.'
'Oh, really, Dane!' she protested cynically. 'Do you expect me to believe that?'
'I thought I could shake off what I felt for you, but I couldn't. You were there
between us all the time, and . . . dammit, I couldn't touch her!'
There was something about him now, something in his eyes that made her heart